“Is there anything more I can help you with today?”.
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- +.. electromagnetic imprint of various loci around southern New Hampshire
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…after my eyes were closed and I had lost my ability to speak, I was told during another session to get on the floor face down, which I did. However, when Dr. Honig told me to get up, and I did not, he said, ‘Look at that defiance.’ At that point he yanked me up solely by my hair, which was braided in a single braid in the back. I was so frightened by being picked up by my hair alone that I wet my pants. He then, still holding me by my hair, flopped me on the couch. He asked the male staff to hold my arms above my head and others to hold my legs, while he sat on my stomach. Honig then put his hands around my neck and started squeezing, saying, ‘Open your eyes; I want you to look at me; open your eyes! You know I could kill you.’ The staff confronted me and threatened that if I did not open my eyes they were going to arrange to have them extracted and donated to an eye bank…Then I was taken into the therapist’s back room accompanied by Adam Houtz and a young doctor. The doctor told Adam to hook up my legs and Adam did so. The doctor asked me to open up my eyes, but in my catatonic state, I was unable to do so. The doctor then had Adam turn on The Machine. Higher and higher went the voltage in a constant flow. My legs felt like they were actually being torn from my body. Through this, the doctor kept yelling, ‘Open your eyes! Open your eyes!’
Masson, Jeffrey Moussaieff.
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